L.O.V.E.

I may be one of the only ones who reads my boyfriends blog but he's not alone. :P Like he said, "Well I've come to realize that I really only write this for me. " Which is pretty much what it comes down to no matter who you are. You have to do things for yourself, not just to please others (hence why I only update this blog when I want to).

He and I both share a huge passion to want to "be somebody" and change the world by helping others. I think, sometimes we think that we have to "be somebody" by ourselves, when really we need people who love and care for us, as we do them, to help us get there. Once again, as Turk has wrote "Sam often struggles with not being who she wants to be and although I think she's wonderful at who she is, I know she wants to be that girl sitting in her studio, with paint from head to toe and a smile on her face. I hope she realizes that she needs to hold on to that dream, just as I hold on to my dreams of becoming the person I want to be. The one that helps, and gives back, or gives of themselves....I want to be that person and I believe it will come in time for me and for her."

So... what about if Turk and I joined forces instead of trying to do things ourselves... I could help raise money with art/gallery showings/etc. (as I've wrote before I would love to open an art gallery that gives back) and Turk could help with getting us out there and help others. The motor to this project. Kinda of like... starting our own non-profit organization. There are SO many of them out there, I don't know where we would start. I like the idea of focusing on multiple causes rather than just one, but is that tangible? We could join forces with organizations like TWLOHA, Livestrong, etc. I may be getting way over my head here but this really gets me excited.

I know that you are not supposed to work along side family or friends because, business is business, but what if there are just 2 people who both really just want to do something good for others (and just happen to be practically married lol). Maybe that bond, that love will actually HELP in a situation like this. I can't believe that I never thought of this before.

Okay I'm gonna let this wallow in my head for a bit while I go make supper and do laundry. Have a great night!

By the way Turk, you have no idea how much I love you and how incredibly happy you make me. Hearing Jen and you (when talking to Slappy) refer to me as "Mom", my heart almost bursts out of my chest with gratitude. Even just the little things like when talking on the phone and you say "Our daughter is getting a haircut", I just smile from ear to ear knowing that we are a FAMILY. We are the greatest family I know. I'm so lucky to know and to love you, the kids, Slapshot, and also know that I am loved back. It is so amazing that it really can't be described in just words. :)