I want to be someone who has paint stained clothes, red hair in a messy bun, oil pastel stained under her nails, drawing pencils slid in behind the ear, hands are sticky from glue and craft supplies in disarray. In a studio with big windows letting in natural light with shelves filled with canvases, cameras, rolls of film, yarn, jars filled with paintbrushes, buttons, ribbons and more.
Wow it has been forever since I posted on here. Sorry for keeping everyone in the dark. I've always either too tired or lazy. :P Just to get you up to speed:
Work: The only place I am working at now is the Wal-Mart Portrait Studio as a Manager (it's a temp position for a year, but this will help me get my feet wet and help me grow and test myself in many ways). I will still help out at Jemini (ice arena) here and there but ONLY if I'm available to them, they know this and love that I'm doing something that will help me in the long run.
Home: Jen is moving out here beginning of Aug and we are all so excited to have her finally here. Pam, Danny, Brooklyn, and Cassidy are moving to Calgary this summer so now we are only 5 hours away to visit them instead of 8/9.
Summer plans: Other than working I'm going on a fishing trip with my Harder side in mid July at Sioux Narrows, which I am VERY looking forward too. also a few trips back to MB here and there for my sis's b-day and Jordana's wedding.
Hobbies: I've taken up knitting (with a circular loom) making hats, and I'm getting better each time. Also doing some painting and reading whenever I can find time.
Other: My grandma Otto had some sort of skin infection but is doing better, so that's good, just wish she wouldn't have to be in the hospital anymore.
And that's really about it. Hope everyone else is doing well.
My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today
I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today
I just saw Hayley's comet
She waved
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Here's my chance
This is my chance
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance [x2]
This song is exactly what I'm going through. Well I've been going through it for the past year. I've started to stand up for myself more now, hope that helps to stop this nonsense.
So I'm sitting in the living room next to my boyfriend, Turk, while he is playing video games. I didn't go to work today and Bay, Turk's son, didn't go to school either. Both of us have been feeling under the weather. Him with his stomach, myself with stomach and back pain this morning, headache all day, and what seems to be hot flashes. I called into work, 5 times, but no one answered so work called me later and asked why I wasn't there. I had just woken up from a nap so I was groggy and just said I was sick and tried calling but no one answered, my boss told me he can't gamble me not being there tomorrow so I'm off tomorrow morning as well. Which I'm REALLY okay with. :P So I'm hoping that I will feel good tomorrow and get some stuff done around here.
On another note I have an interview on Thursday, I'm hoping that THIS will get me out of my server job. I haven't heard anything from the Wal-Mart Portrait Studio and I'm thinking that if I do hear something it won't be good news. I will tell you all about it afterwards.
I should go get some more sleep so I can get better. Good night.
i love afternoons when you can have a nap with the warm sun shining on your face.
drink tea and read a good book.
wanting to create something beautiful.
as you may have seen i've changed my blog. also have noticed i haven't been posting much lately, because i've been in a tough spot, trying to figure out some things in my life. don't worry things are slowly looking up.
