Sick Day

So I'm sitting in the living room next to my boyfriend, Turk, while he is playing video games. I didn't go to work today and Bay, Turk's son, didn't go to school either. Both of us have been feeling under the weather. Him with his stomach, myself with stomach and back pain this morning, headache all day, and what seems to be hot flashes. I called into work, 5 times, but no one answered so work called me later and asked why I wasn't there. I had just woken up from a nap so I was groggy and just said I was sick and tried calling but no one answered, my boss told me he can't gamble me not being there tomorrow so I'm off tomorrow morning as well. Which I'm REALLY okay with. :P So I'm hoping that I will feel good tomorrow and get some stuff done around here.

On another note I have an interview on Thursday, I'm hoping that THIS will get me out of my server job. I haven't heard anything from the Wal-Mart Portrait Studio and I'm thinking that if I do hear something it won't be good news. I will tell you all about it afterwards.

I should go get some more sleep so I can get better. Good night.

Sunny Afternoon

i love afternoons when you can have a nap with the warm sun shining on your face.

drink tea and read a good book.

wanting to create something beautiful.


as you may have seen i've changed my blog. also have noticed i haven't been posting much lately, because i've been in a tough spot, trying to figure out some things in my life. don't worry things are slowly looking up.

This is why I get up every morning:

From my sister



From my boyfriend's son



From my boyfriend



I am blessed with such amazing people in my life and I feel like I let them down almost everyday.

I love you

I can't believe that in 28 days T. and I will have been together for a year. It has gone by so fast! We have both grown so much already, both individually and together.

I love:

- waking up beside him

- falling asleep next to him

- his smile

- his laugh

- the way he looks

- his quirks

- his strength

- his perseverance

- the way he looks at me

- the way he gives me butterflies

- how he is a father

- his "special" voice

- knowing he always has my back

and so much more...

:@

I'm so angry. I just called my boss (now ex-boss) at the magazine company had me do one shoot earlier this month (gave me no information at all, plus he said he was going to be there and wasn't) and then weeks later said nah we don't like your work (not exact words but it came across that way). He has been VERY unprofessional since my interview. It's not just me who saw his uncertainty. T and his mom did as well, right from day one. If he keeps this up is business won't last long (it's only a year old).

I would write all what was said over the phone but I don't want to whine even more than I already have.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grand Forks (Mini Vacation)

So we went to Grand Forks, ND for a hockey tournament. We drove right through till GF only to stop to pick up J, gas and bathroom breaks. It was a great time! Got to shop a little (I only bought a pair of sweatpants that have The Fighting Sioux Logo and the words 'SIOUX' down the leg. We got to go to the Ralph twice plus a tour (which was AWESOME by the way) and walked around the Colombia Mall. After that tour I now have to much respect for The Fighting Sioux and for Ralph.

Here are some photos or the tour we took through the Ralph Engelstad Arena and of B. playing hockey:

Lately....

I'm hoping to start getting back into blogging a little more regular again. I'm not in the mood for it as much as I was, but I really want to try.

So lately I've been looking for a new job to replace my serving job. I've applied to two places today and am looking on multiple sites yet again. I also went for a walk today. The weather is finally nice enough and my spirits are are starting to lift as well.

I took a few photos and thought I'd share them with you.

We are going to Grand Forks for a hockey tournament this week and I'm taking my camera with me, so expect some more photos soon!

OH! I got to relax a little bit today and paint my toenails. Haven't done that in a long time. :)